Hey Paul Robert here and have been thinking about you lots lately. I am living up in Sioux Falls, SD now close to my son and living up life and am happy. I know you are happy too where you are and I know you been with me when times were tough. Miss you brother and Happy New Year
They shine a little brighter, they feel a little more They touch your life in ways no one has ever done before They love a little stronger, they live to give their best They make our lives so blest, so why do they go so soon? The ones with souls so beautiful I heard someone say-- There must be Borrowed Angels, here in this life They come along, into this world, and make this world bright But they can't stay forever Cause they're heaven sent And sometimes, heaven needs them back again They reach a little deeper, they see what's in your soul And even when they leave you know, you'll never let them go The world's a little richer, just cause they came along Their love goes on and on, so why do they go so soon? The ones with souls so beautiful. How else can you explain why they're here and not here to stay? I believe there must be, must be Borrowed Angels, here in this life They come along, into this world, and make this world bright But they can't stay forever, cause there heaven sent And sometimes heaven needs them back again.
Tried calling your number today so I could hear your voice. I feel like I've forgotten. Some strange dude answered, not that you weren't weird too. Miss you and Love you! Hope you know you're days away from being an uncle. Wish you were here!
Been missing you a "lot" MORE lately. Been crying a lot more lately. Sure wish you'd talk to me when I ask you questions...... Four plus years and only one dream appearance.... what gives???? If ever you could help me.... help me now!
Heard this Brad Paisley song at a funeral I went to and it made me think of you.
When I Get Where I'm Going
When I get where I'm going on the far side of the sky. The first thing that I'm gonna do Is spread my wings and fly. I'm gonna land beside a lion, and run my fingers through his mane. Or I might find out what it's like To ride a drop of rain [Chorus:] Yeah when I get where I'm going, there'll be only happy tears. I will shed the sins and struggles, I have carried all these years. And I'll leave my heart wide open, I will love and have no fear. Yeah when I get where I'm going, Don't cry for me down here.
I'm gonna walk with my grandaddy, and he'll match me step for step, and I'll tell him how I missed him, every minute since he left. Then I'll hug his neck. [Chorus] So much pain and so much darkness, in this world we stumble through. All these questions, I can't answer, so much work to do. But when I get where I'm going, and I see my Maker's face. I'll stand forever in the light, of His amazing grace. Yeah when I get where I'm going, Oh, when I get where I'm going, there'll be only happy tears. Hallelujah! I will love and have no fear. When I get where I'm going. Yeah when I get where I'm going.
from Kevin Bair's Memorial - hope you two are jumping off the highest cliffs together!!
"And if I go while you’re still here… know that I live on, vibrating to a different measure behind a thin veil you cannot see through. You will not see me so you must have ...faith. I wait the time when we can soar again, both aware of each other. Until then, live your life to its fullest, and when you need me just whisper my name in your heart…I will be there." ~Author Unknown
I Played the fool today And I Can see us vanishing into the crowd Longing for home again But home Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright I'm alright It only hurts when I breathe
And I can't ask for things to be still again No I can't ask for you To offer the world through your eyes Longing for home again But home Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright I'm alright It only hurts when I breathe I'm alright I'm alright It only hurts when I breathe
My window through which Nothing hides And everything sings I'm counting the signs And cursing the miles in between
But home Is a feeling I buried in you That I buried in you
I'm alright I'm alright It only hurts when I breathe I'm alright I'm alright It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe It only hurts when I breathe When I breathe It only hurts when I breathe
“You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back,or you can open your eyes and see all he's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him, ...or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him only that he is gone, or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what he'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”
Mr. Mudd, Mr Mudd, what's to become of me..... What I would give for just one more day with you and drama! I said "I'll talk to you later". You said "I'll call you"! ..........still waiting....... and waiting..... and wa.........
Well PJ I didn't hear from you thru John Edward on the 3rd...I guess you and the others were busy!?! Maybe certain other people needed to be there with us for it to happen. I should of thought about that before...Dreams are still good so remember to stop in...it's been so very long...
PJ, Sooooooooooooo glad you stopped by in my dream yesterday! Look forward to the next time. If you see my Dad, let him know it's been too long since his last visit!!!
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Lots going on already in 2011...you'd better be around!!
Miss you...love you
Another year come and gone.... Year 4 is right around the corner! Heavy Sigh!!!
Love You..... Dad
what happened????????????????????????????????????????????
each day you are here
reading police reports is NOT a good idea
just missing you
Hey Paul Robert here and have been thinking about you lots lately. I am living up in Sioux Falls, SD now close to my son and living up life and am happy. I know you are happy too where you are and I know you been with me when times were tough. Miss you brother and Happy New Year
Remember Feb 1...so glad you're not out in the cold anymore...
remember when....
Life's a bitch
These days are long and sad...love you
missing you more and more
filled with so much anger, rage, sadness that I can't breathe
another Thursday without you
sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere that you're really gone.
healing mass, my a**
Mr. Mudd, Mr.Mudd.... OMG.....
Miss you, my boy.
These last few years have been hell...
I AGREE!!!!!
I know it is just my imagination, but you should be walking through the door about now...
Borrowed Angels by Kristin Chenoweth
They shine a little brighter, they feel a little more
They touch your life in ways no one has ever done before
They love a little stronger, they live to give their best
They make our lives so blest, so why do they go so soon?
The ones with souls so beautiful
I heard someone say--
There must be Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
But they can't stay forever
Cause they're heaven sent
And sometimes, heaven needs them back again
They reach a little deeper, they see what's in your soul
And even when they leave you know, you'll never let them go
The world's a little richer, just cause they came along
Their love goes on and on, so why do they go so soon?
The ones with souls so beautiful.
How else can you explain why they're here and not here to stay?
I believe there must be, must be
Borrowed Angels, here in this life
They come along, into this world, and make this world bright
But they can't stay forever, cause there heaven sent
And sometimes heaven needs them back again.
wondering what more I could have done...love you so much.
another year is almost over. four years without you is impossible to believe. please watch over us all, especially your little sister!
going to have a steak dinner in your honor...enjoy
Thinking of you & your family today...
Just wanted to be sure that you know when I see you again, YOU ARE IN BIG TROUBLE, Mister!!!
Tried calling your number today so I could hear your voice. I feel like I've forgotten. Some strange dude answered, not that you weren't weird too. Miss you and Love you! Hope you know you're days away from being an uncle. Wish you were here!
Phone is still the same, and he NEVER answers, always "not here right now." and NEVER gets back to me...maybe wrong area code??
At 4:45 a new Mudd was born, knew you were there to celebrate with us! (:
and i did your ski nose with him...same nose as Miss Cyn's
Long weekend and you shoulda been there with your big L T-shirt...
this is what we believe
Is EASTER a big celebration in Heaven??
EVERYTHING IS A BIG CELEBRATION IN HEAVEN!!!
Sooooo glad I'm still able to post comments...It HELPS!
i am sad
looking at pics of you is fun, makes me smile and is hard not to cry
hope you are hanging around about now
People don't get away with EVERYTHING...sometimes the good guys WIN....YES!
Love you.
Take care of your uncle for me..... please.....
Did you greet Sterling...show him the ropes!! Love you...
YES, TAKE CARE OF your uncle...today, if possible...
Been missing you a "lot" MORE lately. Been crying a lot more lately. Sure wish you'd talk to me when I ask you questions...... Four plus years and only one dream appearance.... what gives???? If ever you could help me.... help me now!
Love You!!!! (but you knew that)
been really missing you...tears fall on page...all week long...
Heard this Brad Paisley song at a funeral I went to and it made me think of you.
When I Get Where I'm Going
When I get where I'm going
on the far side of the sky.
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly.
I'm gonna land beside a lion,
and run my fingers through his mane.
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain
[Chorus:]
Yeah when I get where I'm going,
there'll be only happy tears.
I will shed the sins and struggles,
I have carried all these years.
And I'll leave my heart wide open,
I will love and have no fear.
Yeah when I get where I'm going,
Don't cry for me down here.
I'm gonna walk with my grandaddy,
and he'll match me step for step,
and I'll tell him how I missed him,
every minute since he left.
Then I'll hug his neck.
[Chorus]
So much pain and so much darkness,
in this world we stumble through.
All these questions, I can't answer,
so much work to do.
But when I get where I'm going,
and I see my Maker's face.
I'll stand forever in the light,
of His amazing grace.
Yeah when I get where I'm going,
Oh, when I get where I'm going,
there'll be only happy tears.
Hallelujah!
I will love and have no fear.
When I get where I'm going.
Yeah when I get where I'm going.
I'm gonna walk with my grandaddy,
and he'll match me step for step,
and I'll tell him how I missed him,
every minute since he left.
Just can imagine this happening...miss you my little boy!
Just missing you LOTS
i will send a firecracker up to you this weekend
It's time for you to take some action...sending my prayers your way...do your best
love and miss you every day
Gramma Mudd could really use a big hug and kiss from you... please send ASAP
Thanks for watching over our little one...now kick the BIG one in the a**!
I hope you welcomed Kevin Bair up there! His Mom, Dad, sister and family are missing him! Show him the ropes, make sure he visits them!
Love You PJ.....
PS It really sucks to be in this club!
Mr. Mudd, Mr. Mudd :(
PJ be ready for Heaven to be turned upside down as you welcome Fr. Peacock...
I hope you and Grandpa Mudd are looking down and smiling at my little boy.. I love him so much and I know you guys do too!! I love and miss you both.
miss you, miss you, miss you!
from Kevin Bair's Memorial - hope you two are jumping off the highest cliffs together!!
"And if I go while you’re still here…
know that I live on, vibrating to a
different measure behind a thin
veil you cannot see through. You
will not see me so you must have
...faith. I wait the time when we can
soar again, both aware of each
other. Until then, live your life to
its fullest, and when you need me
just whisper my name in your
heart…I will be there."
~Author Unknown
Just whisper my name in your heart...I will be there...
so today is your "due" date...so few days to share with you....wish i had had these few extra
Your birtday is coming up...... you'll be...... oh yeah.... 22!
The days fly by till you again come into the forefront of my mind.... then it's as if its still 2007....
Your face surrounds me, reminding me of so many things never shared, words unspoken.
I Love you PJ.
happy birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PJ!!! ROCK THE HEAVENS!
"Breathe"
I
Played the fool today
And I
Can see us vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask for you
To offer the world through your eyes
Longing for home again
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
My window through which
Nothing hides
And everything sings
I'm counting the signs
And cursing the miles in between
But home
Is a feeling I buried in you
That I buried in you
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright
I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
When I breathe
It only hurts when I breathe
miss you
whatcha doin'
“You can shed tears that he is gone,
or you can smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back,or you can open your eyes and see all he's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him,
...or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him only that he is gone,
or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what he'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”
your father is a trickster
mising you ever so much! Love you.
wish you were here to "do good."
missing you, always
My heart still hurts.
we missed you
Your sister is having a hard time...watching intervention films at school...brings back BAD memories...she really misses you.
Thinking of You PJ
Everything I can't be
Is everything you should be
And that's why I need you here
Chillin' with Jesus
just missing you
Missed you again at Thanksgiving dinner. Turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing ... and shrimp. :)
shrimp...gots to love that shrimp
Mr. Mudd, Mr. Mudd.........things are the way they are but not how they had to be.....
Wish you were here to enjoy your nephew!
Lots of folks for you to watch over...love you.
Randomly finding myself in tears today- not a lot, just here and there. Missing you!
Merry Christmas, sweet boy. Love you.
still liking those Tutlles Mr. Mudd? A belated Merry Christmas! Love You....
The end of another year without you... I hope you can stand with me in this bright New Year. Missing you always! <3
Thinking a lot about you and your family...Visit them often PJ (or me!) and I'll share the love...Happy 2012!
Too many Thanksgivings, Christmases and New Year's without you...ah, well.
just missing you
just saw that U Tube video.... it's new or I just have not seen it....
Still missing you badly....
You know when babies look and laugh at things that aren't there...is that you???
miss you
5 years...FIVE YEARS...no way, fIvE YeArS
remembering bad times...makes me sad.
remembering good times...makes me even sadder
today, i miss you, just like yesterday and tomorrow...
On March 3rd you're on the list of people I would love to hear from...Bring everyone along!
Mr. Mudd, Mr. Mudd...... five years coming.
wish just once more I'd hear you strumming...
I sometimes pick it up though often dusty, run my fingers across the strings. Just noise ........ It needs your touch.... We all do ...
Really need you to be one of the ones to come through on the 3rd...It would mean so much to so many!
Say hey to Mariane...she'll be the one laughing as she comes through the gate!
Come on by and say hi, sometime soon, 'kay!
Remember...Saturday afternoon...Hope to hear from you...
what's going happening on March 3...i want to come
Mr. Mudd, Mr Mudd, what's to become of me..... What I would give for just one more day with you and drama! I said "I'll talk to you later". You said "I'll call you"! ..........still waiting....... and waiting..... and wa.........
It's March 3, what gives??
Well PJ I didn't hear from you thru John Edward on the 3rd...I guess you and the others were busy!?! Maybe certain other people needed to be there with us for it to happen. I should of thought about that before...Dreams are still good so remember to stop in...it's been so very long...
Well, "Little PJ" it has been years now since you left us and my heart still aches for not having to get to know my Grandson.
You are always with me and in my thoughts.
See you soon..Love, Grandma Dawn
Missing you, more than you'll ever know!
Give me a visit!
Auntie T
now begins the week of hell
sad, very sad
PJ, Sooooooooooooo glad you stopped by in my dream yesterday! Look forward to the next time. If you see my Dad, let him know it's been too long since his last visit!!!
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